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[confuseacat]

I seem to be very good at watching other people's lives and very bad at running my own. :-( I remember before I went to PA, or when I was first starting out, I looked around at pictures of the theatre people john mark had on his student.andover.edu website... They looked like such a fun bunch of people, I hoped I'd get into a fun group like that. I wound up alright... I made friends with people, but it wasn't quite like what I wanted. I had good individual friendships, and not so good group friendships. Now I'm at Cornell and I just had to stop myself from looking at all the webpages of my brother's friends... He had a good group of friends, and I want something like that now. *sigh*

I guess my time at PA was better then I make it sound... I just really want to meet people here.